Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Message of Love

Message of Love

After my husband passed I felt my world crashing in, but "within" something else much larger than the world I knew was emerging.  I felt this amazing divine plan, I knew I was part of it.  I was connected to everything and everyone.  This immense love surrounded me, many times bringing me to tears.  Sometimes tears of joy, sometimes tears of sadness.  The word I uttered mostly was "Amazing"  This was what was bittersweet and confusing.  I had lost my love, the man I fell in love with at 16 years of age.  Lost the whole life I knew, I knew nothing would be the same for me and my boys.

At the same time, so much was emerging.  My heart overwhelmed with this love far greater than anything I had ever felt before.  I would sit outside for hours looking at the stars.  I saw visions of this plan for the whole universe.  We were awakening, we were connected, we were in the midst of much growth and beautiful things happening, if we could only open up to it.

I so wanted to share what I was feeling, deeply saddened when I knew I could not.  Mere words did not do my experience justice.  I felt my husband's joy where he was, his love for us sweeping through the house and through my soul.

On a very special night while outside I got a universal message of love.

I was standing outside and I heard two owls hooting back and forth in the backyard.  They were talking to each other and I just listened at the message resounding in my heart as the sound was so loud and magical.  Then suddenly I hear the flutter of wings as one of the owls flies into the tree just in front of me.  There the owls continued to talk now from the backyard to the front yard, a message of love.    Suddenly I hear the sound of wings again, I look at where I hear the sound coming from and I see this beautiful ball of light travel across the trees, then it ended.  No more sounds, no more hoots.  The whole scene played out perfectly in my heart, I cried as I knew what this whole display through nature meant to me.  Me and my husband were together, he then flew off to his next phase of life, we still communicate even though he was now in the world of light.

Many more of these messages were displayed to me, visions at night, feelings of overwhelming joy and love.  There is so much more than meets the eye.   As my vibration and spirit continued to soar I could see the aura around the trees, people's heads, even around the wall hangings in my house.  I knew everything was light, created by light just at different densities.

When we go through our toughest moments in life, there are gifts wrapped in those moments.  Lifted by love, higher up, we can feel those messages, the mind is quiet and the spirit takes flight.

4 comments:

  1. That is an amazing story. You were indeed blessed

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  2. A sign for me in this message. I lost my husband also, he died on April 17, 2010, you wrote this post exactly 2 years to the day!!! I also am in the process of "coloring" an owl it all different colors just like the photo you have here.

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  3. Kris, so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing and I hope your owl turns out just as you like. :)

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  4. That was so beautiful a thing to hold on in your heart l lost my dear mum with vascular dementia may she lived with me and some nights l still here her calling me as at the end the last fews months l slept with her as she kept calling me when l hear her it makes me cry but it lovely to hear her l miss her so much l fill lost ❤️

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